A year passed, and I have been tried to take a piece of quiet. In Iran and Turkey, I used to some gay activism. For instance, I would write about Iranian LGBTQ issue in my blog or some electronic gay magazine, and I would find a solution for them issue by counselling with some professional LGBTQ activist. Those was stressful and pushed me to became a depression. In last year, I focus on myself to get myself up.

Now,  I’m in top of my English class, and the school encouraged me as they did for all top classes student. 

I have plan for each days, each month, each year, until ten years later. Any achievement came from this planing which helps me to what, why, how, where, when, should I go. 

I seid 4ws, but English has 5ws. The messing is who. I can not planning for who come in my life. I can controller meeting with a kind, honest, monogamous, young, non drug, non tattoo, and etc, but I don’t know his plan. Maybe he change everything. This is the tricky part of life.

In the end, I see my last post, and compar it; I see how much I can be able to going with my plan.